Taking the Backseat
The past two months have been challenging in ways I never saw coming. But I guess that’s what I get for putting expectations on what God is working. Still, I would not exchange them for the world, even with the changing turn of events. If I could express the single most important thing that having a relationship with God has taught me, it’s that there is no such thing as wasted time. Even when I do not feel like I am producing, He is still orchestrating according to His perfect plan. It is a blessing to be a part of that no matter how “inconvenient” times may seem. Because in frustration I found purpose. In confusion I found clarity. In loneliness I found value. God brought me to Puerto Rico for a time of cleansing. Cleaning out what my ideals are. Destroying my independence from Him. Wiping away earthly desires. Realigning my heart to the higher purpose. My individual purpose, not just service, but why I am His daughter fighting for His Kingdom. He has shown me that ...